These past few days have been pretty much a blur, and I don't mean in my eyes which I think needs a pair of glasses. I think I'm walking in space - staring at walls, opting not to talk to people that much, etc. I don't even know why. Maybe I'm crazy, or maybe this is the starting point of a budding psychopathic disease. Haha, or maybe not. I'm just probably... stressed isn't the word. I'm not stressed. I'm taking Stresstabs just for fun and I think it's working, haha. I'm just probably getting fat. Yeah.
Game talk ahead. Unless you wanna be bored, just stop reading, lol.
Anyhow, my kuya, who went to Saudi, arrived home last Sunday, with my killer (cute) nephew Kael. Oh lols. He's so adorable. He still looks like the fat Chinese siopao kiddo, only bigger. Hahaha. Aside from the pasalubongs, he brought with him his Xbox 360. OHHHH. Hahaha I'm just happy because the last time I played a game or something was a few months ago in somebody else's PSP. Guitar Hero bored the hell out of me. Maybe cause I was playing on Easy mode or something. But I got to play this game which is kinda similar to Tekken. It's called Soul Calibur. Hahaha, very interesting game I think. Yoda's there. He's kinda annoying to fight against though, because he's short :| I think in the PS3 one, Darth Vader's the default. Hahaha. The characters are so CUTE, and I mean really cute. There's this character which reminds me of Lily (Tekken), only she's like the more gothic version. Hahaha. Really fun. The controllers of Xbox 360 are reeeaaallly neat. They're white and gray and they have colorful buttons on them XD
Moving on.
I need some sleep :))
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For some weird reason, my blog got messed up. I just discovered it one day when I logged on to my Blogger account. I don't know what happened, but it just screwed up :| Then for about 2 weeks, my internet got crappy. Everytime I open a website, it's super duper slow and no image would appear, or if it does by some miracle, it's compressed and crappy. The only thing that's working right was my YM :| Graaarrr pissed off :))
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I took the UPCAT last August 3, and there's only one thing I can say: SABAW!
Hahaha. I only knew one person who had the same time and building as me. Sheeesh. Hahaha. I saw a lot of other batchmates, but they were assigned to other buildings. Tsk. Then, hahaha, I'll never forget UPCAT. It's one of those tests you take that literally make your head hurt. It was generally "easy" given a bit more time and more comfortable chairs. Haha. I swear though, the math part. Hahaha. NOSEBLOOD (oo hindi bleed). So... SHOTGUN! Even if it was right minus .25 of the wrong. It's just not me to leave blank answers :)) Who knows, my guessed answers could be correct. Hahahaha. UP-d's a nice school for me. My dad studied there, and I loooove the campus a lot. But I applied for UP-m, which isn't really my best choice. Haha, maybe that's why I didn't take the UPCAT seriously. Hahaha :| Soupfest.
Anyway, I'm really going to take Nursing for college. That is if I don't fail the entrance exams and end up in Interior Design/HRIM in CSB (yay CSB! hahaha) XD
No, I'm not forced.
No, I'm not taking it for the money when I get a job.
No, I do not want to go abroad.
Do not generalize the nursing students >:0 I've recently been getting a lot of "Nursing?!" "Magnunursing ka?!" "Bakit lahat kayo magnunursing?!" comments etc. HAHAHAHA. It gets kinda annoying at some point.
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Lalalala, I've recently discovered this brand of chips that's expensive but VERY mouth watering. All thanks to Neal who gave it to me as a present for my birthday! Hahaha!
OMFG. These are so good. I'm serious. Hahahaha! Kinda expensive for a bag of chips. But you know. Hahaha. I think it has no MSG also. That's good XD
Happy breathing :D
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I am turning 17 in about 2 hours. Hahahahahaha.
*sings* Happy birthday to mehhh, happy birthday to mehhhhh! XD
Anyway, I'll make another entry after my birthday. Mfffaaggghhh.
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The Great Chow-Chow >:)
Something funny happened today. For me it's funny. On my way to school, Thor texted me something which said that he saw Dollar and Euro (his dogs) "apir" paw to paw. And I was O____O Awww that's soooo cuuuute O_O lol, because I've never had a real pet dog, and I've never seen dogs making apir to each other. Now, let's fast forward to around 7-8pm. Thor IM-ed me now. He said not to text in his phone, so I asked why, and he said Euro (the chowchow) pushed him, causing his phone to drop into some soapy water thing.
No I'm not evil. I feel bad his phone got wet. What made me laugh was that, I thought the dogs' making apir earlier in the morning had a connection to what Euro did to Thor. It's the dogs' master plan against Thor. HAHAHAHA. Meffff.
SABAW~
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FINALLY. WEEKEND.
Yaaaay! Hahahaha! Ohhh myyy, one month's over, and I feel so stressed out already 
Mmmmmm. I like ACP. It's actually fun, especially the field trainings, or however you call them. Painful but fun! :)) I just hate the fact that we have to memorize a lot of stuff, and study a lot of stuff. History of ACP, anyone? XD What if I join the Philippine Air Force one day... Grarr. I can't imagine it XD But yeah, it's fun :D
My section's becoming FUN. As in. Hahahaha. Hyper people, sobra. The best <3
Laughtrip yung class picture taking namin, lalo na yung informal. Shades, neck ties, the huge stuffed tiger, the BOXERS of the boys XD, gowns, wigs, umbrellas, hats, EVERYTHING. Props! HAHAHA. THE BEST! Laughtrip sobra. Can't wait for the pictures to come out. Hahaha.
I can't find anything else to type. I'm feeling very sleepy actually :))
Ciao~Labels: blah blah, school
This is an unusual entry of mine. I'll type weirdly here, so, sorry XD
Oh yes. This is it. I am now CONFUSED.  Confused on which course to take, right when entrance exams are going to start and stuff. Hahahaha. Weird. I was actually set on taking up Nursing already, then here goes my class electiiiiiive. As mentioned before, I am part of the Visual Arts class, and since birth, lol, my artistic skills were already good :| So basically it's Interest VS Talent, Nursing being my interest, and Interior Design/some other art thinggy being my talent :)) How pathetic.
It all happened today :)) Yeaah, I'm in the mood for kwento. Nyaharhar.
During Visual Arts class, we had an activity, where in we had to draw 3 images:
1. Worm's Eye View on 1 point perspective
2. Eye Level on 3 point perspective and
3. Bird's Eye View on 2 point perspective.
Yeah, I feel so nerdy typing all that stuff XD. So then, I just drew, erased, burned my eraser, drew some more, until the teacher told me "Very Gooooood :>"
WTTTFFFFF.
That's it. That's when I knew it.
I wanted to take up Interior Design.
Hahahahahaha. Yes, very pathetic of me :))
Because he actually asked me, "Are YOU taking up Interior Design? Fashion Design?"
And I was like, *woooohhh?* "Interior Design, sir." HAHAHAHA BS.
Ok. Hahaha, I feel so HYPERRR. Like, what if I pass CSB/UST/UP and UP-M/RTRMS/UST :)) That's CRAP, yeah!  I'm not taking Nursing for monetary reasons, and for the sick reason that I just want to go with the flow 8D. I actually kinda like it, and I'm planning on taking up Medicine afterwards. Baligtad ako. Hahaha. But I want to be an artist as well and pursue my dreams of having my own exhibit at the Ayala Museum :| HAHAHA. So, CRAP.
But I tried putting logic in it, though.
I could be a doctor, earn plenty, and be an artist at home, or something.
But I couldn't be an artist, earn plenty, then go save lives and cut up human bodies XD
Ciao :))Labels: blah blah, life
I embedded a new song on my blog. I couldn't help myself, I fell in love with it the first time I heard it  It's Tasogare Naki (twilight call) by Tokyo Jihen. Thanks to Tej for introducing me to this amazing J-pop (or should I say rock/jazz) band. He didn't really introduce me to this music, but I discovered the band in the DVD with lots of music he gave me on my past birthday. Haha. Call me baduy or whatever, but I've been a fan of jazz ever since. Don't worry, I don't understand the song either. Only a few words and phrases. Other than those, I'm clueless. I just love the melody and the jazzyness. Hahahaha. I'm also a big fan of japanese stuff so, there you go.
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HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, THOR! Hahahaha! See you on the 7th. 
I gave him a pre-present. I won't tell you guys what it is though, since it's just our funny little tradition. This is a part of what it is, isn't it cute? XD
Those are our pets. Well, his pets, and my stuffed toy. Hahaha! Ginger (stuffed animal), Euro (Chow chow), and Dollar (Golden Retriever). Then I made like, name pictures. A real ginger, some Euros, and 1 Dollar. Then LOOK. CUTE DOGGIE DOODLES XD Hahahahaha!  This for me, is so funny. Excuse my shallowness :P
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School starts on June 10.  Can't wait to see my friends again. Hahahaha.
Ciao~
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Let's see. Today, I had a date with DAD.  We went shopping, foodtripping, and most of all, he taught me how to commute from our house to Makati. He already taught me how to get around places in Makati before without the use of a taxi. FX, Jeepney, and lots of walking = TIRING. 
So first off. We got out of the house, walked outside for a bit, and got on a tricycle. Then, just outside our village, we waited for a taxi. But since waiting for a taxi was almost like, impossible, we rode the jeepney instead. Once we got to Magallanes, we walked for a bit. He was supposed to take me to the MRT, I don't know where to, but since he was so hungry we got a taxi instead.
We ate at Glorietta 4. OMG. I MISSED WORLD CHICKEN.  So basically, my day was already complete. HAHA. Then after that we went to SM and bought some clothes and stuff. Then we went to Glorietta, looked around the stores (SALE everywhere), and I saw cute shirts from Tomato, for only 200 each, but I didn't buy any.  Then my dad got me a nice ring. It's red, and has a yellow flower design. 
Then we got Coke Float at McDo. Yay! :D
So, here's the highlight of my day: Walking from Greenbelt, to MMC, then to RCBC Plaza.
We walked along the elevated walkway thing. I asked my dad to estimate the distance travelled, and he said, 6 km. HAHA. That was from Greenbelt to MMC. It was SUPER fun. Haha, forgive the shallowness, but hey, it's my first time.  Then from MMC, we walked around some streets, then down the underground place thing, then to RCBC. He left for Rockwell for work, and I went up to my mom's office.
Walking on foot for like, 6 km: Tiring.
Walking with my dad: Priceless.
It felt good anyway, I think I lost the extra pounds I might have gained from World Chicken. Haha.
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My mom and I dropped by SM Bicutan for a while to have my teeth x-rayed for my dentist, since my braces are now gone. The x-ray was scary. They place your head on this weird machine, and stuff. Hahaha.
Then we got some veggies, ate dinner, then she bought me shoes from Bayo that were on sale. Hahaha. Then we got home. TIRED TIRED TIRED. 
I feel so tired. Goodnight :)Labels: blah blah, life
I made a blog entry about this before, I think.
I have a slight case of the OCD (Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder). It's not clinically proven though, just my opinion. I think I do, because of my weird habits. Plus the fact that the Mock Entrance Exam, which we took in review class, had this item about OCD.
... (blah blah) such as washing hands repeatedly, re-counting silently (blah blah)...
Hahahaha. I do that, a lot. I repeatedly wash my hands even after touching something which I think could partially kill me. Not because I'm maarte (Maarte: "Ewww! That's like so disgusstiiiiiing, like, ughhhh"), but because, hmm, force of habit.
I'm also very paranoid about alignment. Things I see must always be aligned, or else, I feel so annoyed. My chair in my classroom, my cellphone on the table, my papers, IM windows, books, etc.
But anyway, it's not that serious, and I don't think it will be. I'm just plain weird.
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Hooray for driving lessons next week 
I'm so happy, I'm finally going to learn how to drive. Then I could just run away from home and do things I wanna do HAHA, kidding. I want to feel the rush that first-time drivers feel, because as of now, the only cars I've ever "driven" were those bump cars, and games from PSP and Timezone  (I felt so embarrassed to admit that) XD
See ya.
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Hahaha.
Yes, I'm laughing. Laughing at my BLOG. My dead, frozen personal space on the web.
I don't know why I keep on updating this with short, useless entries, hoping that my updates will continue. Then I just slack off and say to myself that I'm too lazy to update. Not to mention the fact that no one's visiting me anymore (Thanks, Jai, for commenting on my previous entry. LOL). Well, maybe because I'm too lazy to visit other people's blogs as well.
I started blogging in Xanga, like, 2 years ago. Then I realized that Xanga blogs aren't blogs that have much substance. So I transferred to Blogger, with my first blog(name) Baliwness (remember? remember?). Baliwness, because I was so baliw back then. Up to now I guess I still am. Haha. That was in 2005 I think. Then I changed the blogname to Urban-Gulaman. Derived from two of my current favorite bands before, Urbandub and Radioactive Sago Project. I don't really know how I came up with Urban-Gulaman. But maybe because I was still baliw. Hehehehe.
I kind of missed blogging. Before I used to always have a lot of things in my mind. Random, silly things that I'd be so excited to blog about. But now, life seems so dull. Blogless. Hahaha. So, after every remarkable experience I get (which is usually 0), I try to squeeze details off my brain and blog about it, only to delete the things I've typed and to groooan "I'm toooo lazzzzyyy, this entry looks so dulllll." (Oh, did you know: While typing this paragraph, my fingers got, uhh, nakuryente from hell knows where and why  )
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So, anyway. I've been attending review classes for the college entrance exams these past few weeks. It's held by the UP Diliman tutorial whatever, held in Don Bosco Makati (seriously, my grammar's getting annoying). It's kind of BORING, at the very least. But it's a big help. I have short term memory loss, and reviewing all those lessons since my first year of high school (especially Math) is really a big thing. Sucks for me though, I do not pay attention that much when it's math class. I mean, come on. I hate Math, and Math hates me (¬_¬). The only thing I like about review class is that I, at least, have friends and school mates attending too.
Enjoy your summer. It's almost ending. 
P.S.
Yay for the cute emoticons. I'm starting to use them again! (Now that I'm not so lazy to blog )
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Out of boredom, and because I think I need to update, I'm making a (weird) wishlist! :D No, I'm not expecting anyone to actually get me these things, but it would be loooovely to just suddenly find them beside me on my bed when I wake up, right? LOL.
- The Virgins music
- Cute, white headphones
- A new guitar. Or maybe just have my old chappy strings replaced.
- The trench coat Blair Waldorf wore in her dream, the scene from Breakfast at Tiffany's. (Well, I don't exactly know where I'd wear that. It just looks good.)
- A new camera.
- A new pair of flats.
- More clothes (hahaha)
- Blue nail polish. This summer, I've already tried clear, pink, yellow, orange, and currently I'm on red. Hahaha.
- A couple of books
- A pet dog :<
The list could go on, but 10 is enough ;)
Now go, make me happy.
(Kidding)Labels: blah blah
OH. DEAR. It's so friggin hot :| The ac's turned on, the electric fan is on. But it's still hot! Hahaha! I need a large cup of Ice Monster now.
Sorry for the lack of updates. I've been relaxing at home. Catching up on some zzzs after such a stressful school year. I'm on my couch potato mode. Kain-TV-chat-tulog. Hahaha!
Random blahs
:: I'm missing my 3A buddies. We've constantly been having YM conferences, planning stuff like going out to eat or just hanging out somewhere. But everyone's on a tight schedule XD. So most likely, I'll see them soon sometime May. Hahaha.
:: I just found out from my uncle that I have Chinese blood. Wahaha. Ni hao! Ni hao! Lalalala O_O
:: I want to go out shopping! Hahaha! I'm so sick of my clothes already. I wanna shop for clothes again! :P I want shoes, jeans, bags, shirts, everythiiiing! Bwohahahahaha.
:: Tomorrow's the getting of report cards day. I'M SO TERRIFIED. Hahaha! My Math grade is my main concern. Gaaaahd. I'm kind of expecting another like of 7, hopefully not 75 below. Ohhhhh myyyyyy. I hope they won't tell me that I'll be attending remedial as well XD. As for the Research clearance, I've finally had our group thesis binded. Going to submit it tomorrow as well.
:: My upper braces have been removed. OH YAY. The lower braces will be removed on the 19th. Then. RETAINERS :|
:: I'm joining the "we hate local pop noise music" PEOPLE! LOOOOOL. It's nothing. I just found out that the local pop music industry SUCKS. IMO ONLY. No bad feelings :) I support local music. The local GOOD music XD. Like what others said, NO TO POGI ROCK.
:: I will soon be taking UPCAT reviews. I'm not saying where. I just think the whole idea sucks, but it's going to be a little help in a way :|
:: DRIVING LESSONS. Can't wait XD
See you around :)Labels: blah blah, home, school
Oh well, last school day yesterday. Chem exam was HARD. Even harder than Trigo! I'm going to miss 3A, especially because we're such a fun class. Hahaha. After the exams, we headed to Glorietta. Walked with Thor, Ronnie and Isma. Watched Step Up 2. HOTT! Hahaha! The movie was craaaazy! I super love it! ;) You should go watch it as well :D
Sorry if this entry is sort of wala lang. Hahaha, really lazy to blog.Labels: blah blah, school
There is no more JUSTICE.
I've never felt this way before. People don't know the meanings of JUSTICE, RIGHT, and STUPID anymore.
Why are people so BLIND? They see who work hard, study hard, give all their sh-t and effort to do their best, BUT STILL. Damn :| Feeling ko, hindi lang trabaho eh, personalan na. Pero what the heck. If justice here is not found, I shall find it somewhere. And those people who are obviously being WRONG... Well, they'll get what they deserve.
Tapos there's the Jun Lozada thing. I had to write two papers about it, so I guess it just really got into me. I don't know whose side I should believe in. Politics is such a dirty business. But I sort of am slightly leaning on the side of Jun Lozada. Not to blend in with everyone else, but because I just think (and based on everything I've read and heard) that he is somewhat being true. Hmmm.
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Anyway, sorry for the long absence. I have an excuse though :D Hahaha. My laptop got infected with a virus, so it took some time, then I finally had it reformatted.
Then again, there's also schoolwork. Since the school year's ending, you'd really expect tons of papers and projects to be done.
Stress: sleeping time = NEVER
:)
Exam week is next week, then the school year's over.
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January and February: BUSY (hectic, stressful, fun fun fun) :|
Let's see.
Jan. 7 - I started sketching my Prom gown (something which I should have done a month before)
Jan. 12 - First visit to the dressmaker (who happens to be the wife of my dad's close friend, so they decided to just make the gown for free! Hahaha! Lucky)
- Bought heels at Celine :D
Jan. 18 - Bb. CSA. I'm going to watch 'cause Ronnie's a candidate and I have to support her :))
Jan. 22 & 23 - STAP days. I'm the Filipino STAP (student-teacher blah) for my class, and lucky me, I only have to teach for one day. haha! I need to start taking Noli seriously :))
Jan. 25 - Field Trip. Or more like, Outbound Education. Hahaha, not sure though, our teacher said it's either on Jan. 25 or Feb. 1 :|
Jan. 26 - Marga's Party.
- Paolo Tejero's birthday
Jan. 27 - Marga Choy's birthday
Feb. 9 - PROM.
Feb. (something) - College Days/School Fair
There. Then maybe I could add all the stuff I need to do for prom in between.
Like, go back and forth for gown fitting & adjustments, blah blah, buy other needed stuff, contact salon, blah blah, fix hotel booking with Ronnie & others, blah blah blah.
Plus study for quizzes.
And do my projects.
It's just kind of good that I'm having a good start.
I'm super loving Chemistry this quarter, and I should say, Trigo isn't that hard.
Ok, so it's easy at first, but I'm hoping that as it gets harder, I wouldn't have difficulty :D
Dum-de-dum-de-dum.
I just discovered my new talent in the field of art: Fashion Design. Haha!
Take Care :)Labels: blah blah, life, school
Oh yeah, 2008 will definitely be good.
I am hoping. Very much. Hahaha.
Last night I was just online, chatting with loads of people, mostly classmates, sending greetings in YM through loads of GMs, and preparing for the mass here in my village at 10pm. I went to mass with Kim, and we were both wearing green, unexpectedly. Sorry for the unimportant detail. Haha!
Anyway, OMG. The priest was so frickin hilarious XD. He talked in this, sort of funny manner, and he kept on waving his arms, and his head rotates at weird angles, and his eyes widen suddenly when giving emphasis. Plus, he talked good man. He's really good at placing the village's current situations (more like problems) into the Gospel that night. I had a good laugh. Hahaha Kim and I laughed endlessly, and so were the people, and the priest kept on singing the uhm, I kinda forgot the song, I know it, I just don't remember the title. Anyway, hahaha, it was a good New Year's Eve mass, but I think we celebrated something. Mary... Peace... Augh, something x|
Then I hurried home, because the fireworks were already increasing, and I kinda felt scared to just stay out in the streets. My family and I just sat at home, others were outside watching the fireworks, others were inside preparing the food and stuff, and I was just watching the news on ABS-CBN. Hmmm. Then, when 12mn came, my kuya started his paputok already. Wahohoho! Then we ate, and drank, and ate some more, and talked, and all that stuff. My phone was crammed up with greetings and stuff :)
Good year, I hope. 2007 was such a waste.
I think I was drunk last night though. Don't ask. I wanted to drink 2007 away.
I LOVE HOLIDAY HAM. T_T
Too bad, I think we finished every ham in the house.
Oh well, cheers :)Labels: blah blah, home, life
YEAAAAAH
Finally 2007 will be OVER! Hahahaha!
It's not that I hate this year, it's just that I want to end all this foolishness.
(sounds like I had such a bad year, ne?)
I guess 2007 wasn't really a good year for me. A lot of things happened, but I want to cherish only the good ones, not the bad :]]
Hooray for 2oo8!
HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of you :D
Stay safe! It'd be rather nice to still write, and draw, and shake people's hands XD
And don't believe too much on those Chinese stuff. The zodiac, feng shui shui kahootness.
THOSE AREN'T REAL! :D
I really find those people on TV who talk about stuff like those funny
(Sorry na lang for the Chinese who'd be reading this, lol)
Anyway, ENJOY! ;] Don't forget to go to mass. Wahohoho.
I'd like to thank a whole bunch of people who made my 2oo7 worth it, despite all the shit I've been through :] I know they're probably reading this, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart :PLabels: blah blah, life
MERRY CHRISTMAS (belated) and a HAPPY 2OO8 ya'll :D
I've finally updated my little home on the web, and I think this time I'll be back for good :]
2-3 months of hiatus. Hahaha. Crazy.
Ok, time to do some rounds, and clean up my link exchanges. Bwohaha.
So what's up with Patty? Nothing much :))
Nothing's changed, really :\
I'll blog next time :D
(I told you I haven't changed a bit xD)
[EDIT] Ok ito na. Hahaha.
I've update the link exchanges. Grabe ang dami na palang nawala, yung iba kinalimutan na rin mga blog nila. Hahaha! Oh well :\
I love Christmas :D Di ko nga lang nakumpleto yung Simbang Gabi (dahil exam week namin so todo cramming ako sa pagaaral :[ kaya ayun), pero masaya na ako kasi nakasama ko lahat ng mga taong gusto kong makasama :D Siyempre, nakuha ko rin ang mga regalong gusto ko (except yung PSP, kasi nahiya na ako magpabili ng PSP sa parents ko, bwohahahaha), at sa tingin ko, naibigay ko rin naman yung mga tamang regalo :] Maligayang Pasko :)
xxx
PATAY AKO SA REPORT CARD KO :|
Geometry. Hahahaha! Kahit anong aral talaga gawin ko, ang bobo ko sa math x|
Boo.
HAPYY NEW YEAR!
Mag-ingat sa mga paputok! :DLabels: blah blah
Ahh, so now I have something worth reading. I'll be doing a few rounds of blog hopping later on. Or maybe tomorrow, since it's past 11 pm already. Haha.
We had our (blah blah something something) Hispanic something in school today. It's sort of like, an event being held for the Spanish-Filipino friendship ties, or something like that. Participating sections per grade and year level had to wear Spanish attire during the morning, when we had this short Para liturgical ceremony then proceeded by a short program. Then we had a short parade, ugh.
Then after that, we had to change into the attire of the country assigned to our sections. Lucky for us (my section), we didn't have to change since the country assigned to us was Spain :P So we spent the remaining time before the Street Dance practicing and fixing ourselves and stuff. Then when the Street Dance was already starting, the rain started to pour :( We actually thought that they would cancel the street dancing, but then, the rain subsided :)) So, we continued with the street dancing, but I only got pissed off because I have a wound on my toe, and we were wearing open shoes (well, most of us), and I only got my feet wet because the steps we did involved a lot of stopming and marching and stuff. Ahh yes, we did the Pasa Doble.
So let's fast forward that. Haha, after the whole High School department was finished, we were all in the gym, blah blah blah. Then they announced the winners :o
We didn't win anything :| Not the facade, not the dance, not the costume, nothing :|
Sigh. We worked really hard for everything though :( Hmm, at least we had a lot of fun. Haha, I know I did :)) I just feel sorry for my dance partner for having me, I feel so stupid. Hahaha xD
Hmm, what else. Ahhh, periodical exams next week, and long tests (plus pahabol quizzes and stuff) this week. Hassle! :|
I'm STILL sick. I've had the colds about a few weeks ago, then now I'm coughing, and this has been going on for about 3 weeks (or 4?) now. It must really be the weather. It's been really crazy. Like, for one minute it's raining super hard and it gets too cold, then the next minute it's super hot :| Anyway, my mom's taking me to the doctor tomorrow. I hope it's nothing bad, though my coughing has really been quite disturbing already :|
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I'm supposed to be studying for our Social Studies long test for tomorrow, but because onii-chan told me to update my dead, dusty, and almost falling-apart blog, here I am :D
Hmm, yes yes, I've been on an unannounced hiatus. My fault, so sorry. I got so caught up with school and everything else, that I found basically no more time (nor effort) to blog :|
I'm updating for no reason. Haha, just purely updating. Hahaha.
Ahhh, I don't really know what to put in here, seriously, there are a lot of random things popping out of my head, and I can't seem to sort them out. But during my hiatus, I guess, I've learned a lot of things. Oh definitely :) Hahaha!
I don't know what else to put. But I can't seem to cancel this blog either x| haha, what a waste of cyberspace. Oh well. Hmmm.
Onii-chan! I know you're reading this :)) After reading this, go back and study. Hahaha!
I'll blog about something worth reading next time :))
Labels: blah blah
Bitin. It's always like that (well, ok, so not always, but most of the time. Usually. Most likely. Blah.) When we eat our favorite dish, when we watch a super wonderful movie, recess time, when we gossip during class hours, or when we finally find someone we actually like, only to find out that it's just not going to be YOU. It's like, we enjoy it so much, the feeling, the moment, then when it's gone, everything goes too. It becomes a quiet desperation, then it burns us down, until we finally accept that it's over, or that it's just not going to happen. Dissatisfaction. It's really crazy.
Jealousy. Oh that. We all know that, and as much as we hate it, it comes, it happens, and it completely takes over us. It tears us apart, even with the knowledge of the fact that it's just an emotion that we can completely ignore. Fervid as a flame, does it have name? Loathing.
Irritation. Over something rather stupid? Really shallow. But can you avoid it? No.
I don't know wtf came over me, why I typed in those stuff. Haha, let's just say I think too much. I think I'm going through a lot lately. No, I am going through a lot lately. It's my problem, my friends' problems, and all that crap that gets in between.
I need a break. I need... I need a clue, on what to do.
I guess we all get confused sometimes when we over-think.
Have I been a good friend?
Have I been honest to my self? To my feelings?
Have I studied well enough?
Did I print the project due tomorrow?
Have I skipped eating just because I lost my appetite?
It's so... Crazy.
There's this war inside my head.
:: Oh, I am so addicted to progressive rock now.
I've been listening to these stuff some time ago, but the addiction only struck now.
Hahaha {random?}
:: I LOVE ACHIEVEMENTS. After sweating all that sweat, and pouring out all that blood, it just feels good to know that you did it. I think I got better in my stupid guitar-ing :)) I can finally play Tattooed On My Mind (oh that is such a big deal for me) LOL. And then wasting all that ink and liquid eraser just to fix some school stuff. Haha!
:: :)Labels: blah blah, heart, life
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