I volunteered myself for the Research reporting, because I just wanted to get it over with. Haha! I no longer wanted to feel anxious, nervous and afraid. So I just grabbed the opportunity while I had it. x) I was the fifth to report, and I was surprised that I wasn't nervous, which was actually a good thing, so that I could report with ease. While watching the first 3 reporters I was feeling really OK; happy, to be exact (because I'm finally going to do this report and I've really studied my article). Until the 4th reporter reported. No shit! He got reprimanded even before he started, because he did not improve on his cartolina. So then he went on to the reporting, and Sir Manaay was just, pinagiinitan siya. That made me super nervous because I was to report after him, and Sir Manaay might just do the same to me. Then my classmate cried. And Sir Manaay got pissed off. Then after that Sir Manaay called me, and oh could I feel my heart pound (why oh why did I volunteer?) So I just stood there, smiled for a bit just to cheer myself up, lol. Then I started reporting. Well, things went OK. I forgot a few terms, such as generation which I replaced with reproduction because I felt the panic surge through my body. wth? x) Then Sir Manaay cut my speech for a few times, just to add his own insights on the topic, and everytime he'd face the class and turn his back to me, I would laugh and stretch my cheeks just to relieve myself. Hahaha! Then I'd look at Ronnie, or Avi, or Cuello. LOL. Then I continued my report, and when I finished, I felt SUPER relieved. Hahaha! I felt really good because Sir Manaay made the class laugh for a bit (he was saying something i forgot), and I guess that made me feel uhmmm, comforted. LOL.
Well, now I don't regret volunteering. hahaha :)
I definitely learned something. It's that we should always have confidence and trust in oursleves. LOL. Lalim? Foine. Hahaha. We should always be happy! Lalo na kay Sir Manaay. Kasi pag nakita niya na takot ka, eh mas lalo ka niyang tatakutin. x)
HALF DAY BUKAS! kaso sa bahay lang ako. O_O
Sana pwede pumunta dito si Ronnie. Movie Marathon. haha!

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